This was prayed over me on Sunday:
"Use these hands for redemptive work."
There couldn't be a deeper longing in me!!!!!!! The biggest source of my frustration is trying to be faithful to what God has called me to and feeling like this isn't happening. I have so much pent up passion and dreams to be used for just that, and the places God has me are kind of bleak, silent, grim places of service. Just hearing someone who doesn't really know me pray that was like hearing God say, "I know; I know."
Thank you God. Here I am, fill me and use me as you wish.