Blueprints

It is a little bit silly how much I try to "manufacture" certain results in my life. Like I feel like I have to try so hard and start doing certain things that I don't even like and that aren't natural to me to be able to serve God. Its funny though, there are some things that He has absolutely instilled in me. They are apart of my design -- my blueprints. It is those things above all else that God will use in me. Of course I can learn and grow in other areas... but why not just be ME? It makes so much sense.

I think the two biggest gifts that God has given me is the ability to love well, and to encourage. Those things come so much more natural than anything else. Its funny how much I try to create other ways to be used, when I can make such a difference with just that.

silly.